Blog One.
I’m Shay. I’m 20, nonbinary(he/him) and I guess I have an old soul for wanting a blog. I’m too young to have experienced myspace, and all that stuff. Everything is just tiktok now, professional websites or I dont know. Bullet journaling?
I journal normally, except for the amount of stickers on my diary maybe. They’re starting to pile up nowadays. I used to write everyday. Now I just use it to vent. Mostly. A lot of shit happens and I’m still in therapy, like it will never end. I live in what they call, directly translated, a roomtrainingcenter. Its just practice before actually living on your own. I was in a grouphome before that, three admissions before that. unfortunately what was one psych ward stay in 2022 turned into two total this year.
I’m autistic, and have four siblings who are. Genetically proven which chromosome caused it from my dads side. So, actually very rare. I got diagnosed at 5 years old, then with adhd at 13/14, I don’t even remember getting diagnosed. Then in January last year I got diagnosed with BPD. Puzzle pieces falling into place, but mostly a combination that feels like hell.